Randomly, Random

2011-11-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

finally.

2011-09-07T16:36:00.002+08:00

Is this a space for me to rant or for me to record my life?

Whatever it is. This is my space ;)

Have you been to the newly opened H&M!? Gosh, if you have not, please go take a look and pray that they still have sizes available. Hah! I'm so lucky that I got the media invite to H&M 1 day before the grand opening plus... 20% off! Wow, lucky yeah? $208 poorer now >:(

Have been spending A LOT these days. Damn it, shopping kills.

I am super excited about my H&M haul and my E.L.F haul, anddddddd omg... my Urban Decay Naked Palette. Heard so much about it but haven't seen it in stock in Sephora Singapore. So, I've got mine on Sephora Online. Can't wait for it to arrive! Will post pictures of all my haul soon.

Tata!

okthxbai;)

2011-08-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

Guess it's been a period of time since I last blogged. Too busy to even think of blogging ;)

But nevertheless, I'm here to share a meaningful long texty paragraph:

When karma gets him, it's my biggest revenge.

Come back to me when you break up with her? Don't even think about it, because why would I need a useless bastard in my life who will only take money from parents to spend on luxury things when you are already a grown up? Me immature? Hmmm, I guess looks like you're the one who is a mummy's boy who can't think for yourself, and needs a harsh set up to wake you up. Go and enjoy your life with that slut, suck all her money dry.

I'm not 'worthy' of you, please do not come back begging for me.

Sorry, I am not rich like her, and I do not wish to get any dirty disease from you, nor let you suck my money dry and insult me always.

Okay? Thanks, bye.

;)

Hello

2011-08-01T09:21:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I last blogged.
A lot of things had changed. Too much to even mention.

I'm alone to battle the devil now. I need to be brave.

Here's a article that I came across in the news that a dying father wrote a message for his children.

Title: A Father's Rules for Finding Fulfillment

Be courteous, be punctual, always say please and thank you, and be sure to hold your knife and fork properly. Others take their cue on how to treat you from your manners.

Be kind, considerate and compassionate when others are in trouble, even if you have problems of your own. Others will admire your selflessness and will help you in due course.

Show moral courage. Do what is right, even if that makes you unpopular. I always thought it important to be able to look at myself in the shaving mirror every morning and not feel guilt or remorse. I depart this world with a pretty clear conscience.

Show humility. Stand your ground but pause to reflect on what the other side are saying, and back off when you know you are wrong. Never worry about losing face. That only happens when you are pig-headed.
Learn from your mistakes. You will make plenty so use them as a learning tool. If you keep making the same mistake or run into a problem, you’re doing something wrong.

Avoid disparaging someone to a third party; it is only you who will look bad. If you have a problem with someone, tell them face to face.

Hold fire! If someone crosses you, don’t react immediately. Once you say something it can never be taken back, and most people deserve a second chance.

Have fun. If this involves taking risks, so be it. If you get caught, hold your hands up.

Give to charity and help those who are less fortunate than yourselves: it’s easy and so rewarding.

Always look on the upside! The glass is half full, never half empty. Every adversity has a silver lining if you seek it out.

Make it your instinct always to say ‘yes’. Look for reasons to do something, not reasons to say no. Your friends will cherish you for that.

Be canny: you will get more of what you want if you can give someone more of what they desire. Compromise can be king.

Always accept a party invitation. You may not want to go, but they want you there. Show them courtesy and respect.

Never ever let a friend down. I would bury bodies for my friends, if they asked me to . . . which is why I have chosen them carefully.

Always tip for good service. It shows respect. But never reward poor service. Poor service is insulting.

Always treat those you meet as your social equal, whether they are above or below your station in life. For those above you, show due deference, but don’t be a sycophant.

Always respect age, as age equals wisdom.

Be prepared to put the interests of your sibling first.

Be proud of who you are and where you come from, but open your mind to other cultures and languages. When you begin to travel (as I hope you will), you’ll learn that your place in the world is both vital and insignificant. Don’t get too big for your breeches.

Be ambitious, but not nakedly so. Be prepared to back your assertions with craftsmanship and hard work.

Live every day to its full: do something that makes you smile or laugh, and avoid procrastination.

Give of your best at school. Some teachers forget that pupils need incentives. So if your teacher doesn’t give you one, devise your own.

Always pay the most you can afford. Never skimp on hotels, clothing, shoes, make-up or jewellery. But always look for a deal. You get what you pay for.

Never give up! My two little soldiers have no dad, but you are brave, big-hearted, fit and strong. You are also loved by an immensely kind and supportive team of family and friends. You make your own good fortune, my children, so battle on.

Never feel sorry for yourself, or at least don’t do it for long. Crying doesn’t make things better.

Look after your body and it will look after you.

Learn a language, or at least try. Never engage a person abroad in conversation without first greeting them in their own language; by all means ask if they speak English!

And finally, cherish your mother, and take very good care of her.

I love you both with all my heart.
Daddy x

This is such a meaningful and touching message that I ever came across. I will need to do some soul searching. I had been living my life aimlessly for the past 20 years. What do I want to do in future? What have I achieved in the past 20 years? What is my aim? Where and what do I want to be in the next 5 years?

Soul Searching...

hp7

2010-11-28T14:29:00.001+08:00

HP7

,watch it for yourself.

can'twaitforpart2

2010-11-25T23:43:00.001+08:00

fats/calories\carbohydrates.

guiltyttm

perfecthaircolor

2010-11-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Can anybody tell me how to achieve this color, diy?

2010-11-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Honey Brown

}Coming for you.

justanotherfineday

2010-11-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

LAUGHTER\\

Laughter, where did you go? I can't find you anywhere.

Can you find it back for me?

2010-11-20T13:10:00.001+08:00

19 Nov'10

2010-11-19T23:19:00.001+08:00

The image above says it all.

17nov'10

2010-11-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Note to self: I think I should lock all my ATM/Debit cards in a secured place and eat the key. I need to stop spending money. Seriously, I need to do that asap. FML.

Live it happily.

2010-11-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

How I wish I can apply this in my life. Buck up, Cyndi. T

2010-11-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

14 Nov '10

2010-11-14T16:22:00.002+08:00

Life hasn't been any better for me.

Diet, work, out.

Loveless.

Lost 6 kgs.

2010-10-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

I hadn't been updating my blog because my computer is down! :(

I had been making good use of my mobile there days. Be it ebuddy, facebook or twitter. I am always updating them, except for my blog. For latest updates or whatsoever, please wait till my lappy is repaired or you guys can check out my twitter, fb or msn.

Anyway, I've got good news. I lost 6 kgs. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the weighing machine at first. I thought there was something wrong with it. Until I went to NUH to confirm. And YES! I lost 6 kgs after 3 weeks and counting of dieting and excersing. Everything was worth while ;) I think I am gonna forget how rice and noodles taste like already. I hadn't been eating them for like 3 weeks?

Bye, wish me good luck till then :)

2010-10-05T16:46:00.003+08:00

Same old thing here. V tired always. Haha.

Omg, tomorrow is my ftt and I am so nervous.

I deemed I would fail it.

3rd day

2010-10-03T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hello to whoever;

Third day. Same, tired plus no energy.

Will be persistent. Jia you, t.sinyi.

I am in misery

There ain't no other

Who can comfort me

Why won't you answer me?

Your silence is slowly killing me.

2010-10-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hello.

This is the 1st day, I felt very tired.

Maybe because no intake of carbo?

Maybe because I got no energy?

Maybe because psychological problem?

Maybe because I am sick of living.

Bye.

2010-09-30T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I'm coming back to blog for a reason.

I am going to record everything I do.

I am going on to a diet to shed those stubborn fats away.

I know it sounds stupid, but...

I have a good reason. I don't want to avoid the problem anymore.

Stay slim, look good, stay healthy, live happy.

10 03 2010

2010-03-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

Final decision made. Finding a job now. Will be working till July.
A lot of thoughts had been going through my mind these few days.

What I really want in life?
What I really want to achieve in my whole entire life?
What I really need in life?
What I really need to do in my life?

These few questions seems so simple and easy. But I couldn't answer them.

Could you?

03/03/2010

2010-03-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, it's me again.

I'm in a dilemma right now.

Yes, it's my studies (again).

Fuckitfuckitfuckit.

Pardon for all the nonsense above.

Hi, bye.

1st Fr3b.com loot

2010-02-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Just to share with you.

Recently gotten my first fr3b.com samples. Yeah, they're free. I just paid $2.50 for the postage fees and stuff. Actually, I join fr3b.com quite some time ago, but did not try their samples out. Simply because I don't know how it works. I decided to give it a try recently (few days ago) and I think it's quite worth trying. You get to try out beauty products/cosmetics before you purchase a product in retail size without trying it out. Well, it may sound stupid to pay for samples but some of the samples packed in quite a generous size. Each time, you can check out 4 samples, and wait for 24 hours before you can check another 4 samples. All samples are FREEEEEE! No selling. Interested? No harm checking their website out! Sign up now!

By the way, these are the 4 samples that I had just received!
1 Asience Moisture Balance Conditioner (comes in a set with item 2)
2 Asience Moisture Balance Shampoo
3 Fruit of the Earth’s BLOCK UP! Sport SPF 30
4 Bebeco Orange Vita Essence Emulsion
5 Lioele Waterdrop BB Cream SPF 27PA++

I had only tried out item 4, Bebeco Orange Vita Essence Emulsion. Personally I did not like it, because of the medical smell that it gives off after application. But nevertheless, it did made my face smoother and moisturized. Had not tried the other 4 products. Will do a review after I tried all of those.

27 Feb 2010

2010-02-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back. (like finally)
Took a long break from blogging and stuff like that. Just wanted time off.
But I still twit sometimes, while I'm not blogging for the past months.

Busy, is not an excuse. I know. But, who cares? Nobody reads my blog anyway.

I need to make blogging my daily routine.
I need to let off the steam,
I need to criticize,
I need to share,
I need to gossip,
I need to blog.

Farewell 2009, Hello 2010. (now it's February already, I know.)

(hope) A better year awaits me.

2009-09-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

It's been 1 month since my last post in this blog. Wow?
I'm just too lazy to blog, or should I say I forgot to. Haha.
But, I update my twitter almost everyday and fb too. :p
I've been busy with projects projects and projects ever since school reopened on July.

I'm glad to say that there's a slight improvement on my health issues, but nevertheless, I still have to take steriods on alternate days. Which means, I still have my 'fishball' face with pimples on it. Sounds disgusting right? LMAO! Whatever it is, I hope I can recover asap.

Seriously, I cannot stop farming on facebook these few days. Maybe I'm too free, that's why. But I still got an essay to complete! Rawrrr!!!

-End of Post-

Follow me on twitter now!

2009-08-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

I've never had any pimples until recently.

Blame it on the steroids. I hate it.

2009-08-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

Okay peeps, I'm back to my regular blogging.
Reason for not blogging that much recently is because:
1. My school just reopened and I've got tons and tons of projects coming in.
2. Busy with fb. (LOL)
3. Just plain lazy. (I've to admit that)

Whatever! Anyway, I've just created a twitter account! Check it out here!
Follow me on twitter! ^^v

I've been very depressed recently. I've got too much problems going on.
Be it health, studies or relationship with people. Sighs.
I've started taking steroids a month ago. And I totally hate the damn side effects.
Pimples raping my forehead, ballooned face, fat body, oily face and trembling hands.
I really hate it. How I wish I don't have to take steroids. How I wish I'm healthy like you guys.
But I'm not. I'm sick and unhealthy...

:( :( :(

2009-07-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

Life is unfair.

So many things happened this period of time.

Don't ask, it's not something good.

It's still the same, I'm still sick.

Sigh.

Well, this blog has been abandoned for quite sometime.

I decided to post something to let you guys know, I'm not dead, yet.

Who knows what will happen the next second, who know I might be dead next day.

Please cherish what's around you, it might be gone anytime.

Love,

Sinyi.

Fml

2009-05-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

Today, I was walking on the street with my mum while chatting with her. I felt something dropped on my head, and it didn't felt like a leaf to me. I asked my mum if it was a bird poop or something. She said no. To make sure it's not, I used my hands to brush through that part of my hair, and I felt nothing strange. I'm glad that it's not a bird dropping. A few hours later, when we were on our home (walking to my block to be exact), I used my hand to brush that part of my hair again, and I felt something a some batch of my hair clumped and became hard (like the texture when applied hair gel) this time. It's like something wet and sticky dried on my hair. Apparently it wasn't hair gel because I don't put hair gel, it was the transparent bird poop. I feel like shouting F my life on the spot.

p.s/ Should I post this on FML? Laughs.

2009-05-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

2009-05-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

How cute is this?

2009-05-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

I've just realised that I haven't update this blog of mine for some time.
Not that I don't care. Just that I'm sick again. Fuck it okay.
I want to be a healthy girl, I want to healthy and strong again.
I don't know why all this shit is happening to me.
Maybe it's karma.

I will fail my assessments for sure.
I'm stressed. I just want to cry my heart out.
I want to shout, I want to curse and swear out loud.
I just hate my life totally.
I would have ended it long ago if it was not for my family and friends.

I don't know why was I born to this world to suffer.
I don't know why I have to be sick.
I don't know why I have to go through all these.
I feel alone.
I feel ugly.
I feel unhealthy.
I feel that nobody understands me.
I miss my friends.
I miss the fun.
I miss the healthy me.
I miss you.

2009-05-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

SIGHS
Everything's not going well for me.
My school and my health suck totally.
I hate fever so much now.
I'm scared to be hospitalised again.
I'm afraid to be alone in the hospital.
I hate blood tests, I hate the needles.
I hate everything related.

I thought all the bad luck had already vanished.
I thought lady luck was shinning on me again.
I thought I would be healthy again.
I thought I would not be having the damn fever again.
I thought...

2009-04-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

Photo journal.
For the first time ;)

The world is just too fake.

Interesting punishment.

Seems like The Singapore River needs some cleaning ;>

The night is still young.

People, please click HERE many many many times!
Thank you very very very much! ^^v

2009-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

My school life sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.
My school sucks.

My life sucks.

2009-04-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody.
I've been spending the past week at home.
I'll be returning to school next week after such a long time.
And it's time to work on those piling projects that I've neglected the past days.

I need to share with you this!

LG has recently unveiled the LG DG900 also known as Crystal.
Ohmygod. How pretty is the beauty?
It has a transparent keypad!
I'm so in love with it.
LG always has nice designs but poor softwares.
The beautiful designs always manage to attract a bimbo like me -.-
From Viewty (Pink) to Prada phone, to Secret, to the Ice Cream Phone (Pink).
I want a new phone!!!!

p.s/ Argh! I want to change my cellphone! :(

2009-04-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

Ohmygod.

2009-03-24T09:48:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings. I'm here to rant again.
Yeah yeah, I hate my life. Totally sucks.
Me and my sucky life.

Wondering how I go online for the past days?
It's wireless@sg. It saved me from boredom while I'm at hospital.
Nope, I'm not discharged yet.
I was admitted last Wednesday, and now, it has already been 6 days yet, I'm still not discharged.
I hate the plugs on my hand. I hate the food here. I hate bringing my drip to toilet.
And lastly, I hate my life.

What's the cause of everything (fever and all)?
Curious? Yes? Same here.
Doctor sent me for a scan.
Results? It showed that I'm having kidney inflammation.
How on earth did I get this kidney inflammation?!
Even doctors said it's quite difficult for a person to have kidney inflammation.
They said kidney inflammation will not drag the fever for like 5 months. It'll be immediate.
So?! What's the cause of the continuous fever and stuff?!?! >:(
Doctors said it may be a different cause of the fevers in the past and now. Whatever.
And, I need to come back for injection everyday for 2 damn weeks after I've been discharged.
Sighs, I'm lost now. I don't know what to do. My school? My life?

It's not fair. Do I deserve all these? :(

2009-03-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

Monsoon
by The Tokio Hotel

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to come,
I see the black clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey! Hey!

I'm fighting all this power
Coming in my way
Let it send me straight to you
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

p.s/Soon, I'll be admitted to the hospital for about a week. Take care peeps!
And please help me click on the Nuffnang advertisements. I need money to pay my hospitalization bills >:(

2009-03-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

Ohmygod.

It's a black Friday today, didn't you realize it?
Friday the 13th, usually unlucky and bad fortune will befall.
Everyday is not my day, how unlucky.

I think I might be hospitalized next week for (estimated) 5-7 days.
Had to, doctor requested. Sighs.
I don't know what to do with my health, school, my life etc.
I'm lost.

2009-03-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

Friendship/Relationships

Recently, I felt that friendship could be really fragile if not handled properly.
Even the slightest misunderstanding could become the biggest obstacle.
If heart-to-heart talks could revert everything, I would.
If there's anything I could to do to salvage, I would.
So many incidents occurred over the past few weeks.
Those incidents made me realized how frail can relationship between humans be.
I don't want to lose any relationship between me and my peers.
Imagine how difficult it is to find a peer/friend among billions of people.
We should cherish everything that fate has arranged for us.
We should cherish the relationships and friendships around us.
Be it misunderstanding or whatever, sit down and talk. Sort things out.
Yes, sort things out, and we'll still remain as peers and friends.
Remember, heart-to-heart talks are very important.

2009-03-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

3 cheers to Singlehood.

Freedom. No burden.
No restrictions.
Yes to clubbing. Yes to drinking.
Yeah to cute guys. (LOL, slap me.)

For the first time, I'm ranting about me being single.
Nothing wrong being single. It's nothing wrong being attached.
I just enjoy being single. The freedom and all.
But sometimes, I crave for the love and care. (whatever. *roll eyes*)

And yes, fuck it. I fell sick, like again, over the weekends.
High fever and all. Fuck it lah. I hate being like this. I hate it.
Here I am, blogging and ranting instead of being at club enjoying with besties.
Sighs. I hate it. I want to club so much. I want it so much.
Yet. I'm down with fever again. >:(

I'm a geek. True geek.
I go out only when there's classes.
I play Left4Dead.
I surf forums, I bloghop.
I shop online. I'm here blogging.

Awww, who would want to be friends with a geek here. Sighs.

2009-03-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

I need to get drunk.
I need to release my tensed-up emotions.
I need to dance.
I need to dance my night away.
I need to meet my bffs.
I need to have a good talk with them.
I need a break.
I need a break in life; school.

My blog needs a pesticide, to drive the dirty little pest away.

2009-03-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

You are so...

You're irresponsible. You're lazy.
You can't set your piorities right.
You're immature. You're unreliable.
You're always giving excuses.
You're always running away from problems.
You're...

2009-02-28T14:12:00.000+08:00

I totally hate my secondary school life. I hate it to the max.
I hate to remind myself of those days.
How childish and immature am I. And how ugly am I? Oh god.
I'm glad that I had grown up and had changed a lot.
So, please do not rake up the past and try to talk to me about secondary school life.
I hate my secondary school life! >:(

p.s/ I love The Ting Tings

2009-02-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

How on earth am I gonna cope with assessments next semester when I can't even cope now?
Sighs. I'm fucked up right now. So many asignments, how am I going to complete them.

I hate 3D animation because I don't know how to do modelling. I don't know how to start.
Here I am, attending this 3D animation class. Why can't we drop subjects like secondary school?
Why? Because it's NAFA. (it sucks)

Anyway, I got my Victoria's Secret bags. And I loveeeeee them to the max. It's so worth it man. I think I'll regret not buying them ;p The VS set of bags that I bought are already OOS! Luckily, I bought it fast! Woohoooo!!! Argh, girls! Shopping non stop. I think somebody should just chop off my hands to prevent me from spending too much. I saving up for my Hong Kong trip later in December this year. Whatever lah. I'm forever scrimping and saving up for my endless wishlist. I can see myself in the future, working very hard to get labels and stuffs. What a bimbo. I can't be like that for the rest of my life. So, I've decided to save save and save! I want to save up my first $10,000 before 21. Thus, I need a job. Anyone got a job (flexi. hours) to introduce?

I'm unsure of my future. I'm very unsure. Designer? Perhaps not, I can't handle the stress, I can't... I want to be a designer (cut away the stress and stuff) so much in the past. Until, the day my lecturer told us how a designer's life gonna be like. I was stunned. Neither, did I knew how tough it's gonna be. My passion for designing and photography is still buring inside my heart. But, I cannot imagine how tough my life as a designer is going to be. I don't think so... I really don't think so... I should just get a job as a cabin crew and be a bimbo. That's my life, not.

p.s/ Hey peeps, please help me click on the Nuffnang advertisments. Please click as many times as possible. Thank you! ;)

2009-02-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

I seriously ~~hate~~ dislike rowdy ITE students okay. Fuckatards.
Hey come on, what I did to deserve all that. Weird stares and judging comments.
Like I care?! They're just kids that can't behave well in public. For that, I'll forgive.
They behave like monkeys, girls as well, and they think that they're fucking damn cool.
Fuck off man. They are a disgrace to their school and to Singapore.
I never looked down on ITE students, till then.
Rowdy ones are intolerable.
I feel like punching them in their faces and and give a tight slap right on the cheek.
I pity their parents for bringing them to earth. They are such a disgrace.
Rowdy behaviour and it sucks to the max.
How childish are they? They should grow up and stop dreaming to be a gangster or something.
They need classes on how they should behave in public.

p.s/ Sorry for all the vulgarities. I need to vent it out :)

My city, Singapore.

2009-02-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

It was a scary experience. Pain overtaking my body, and feeling super nauseous. Vision blurred, hearing was affected too. I almost fainted. Quickly, I alighted the crowded train and sat down on the nearest bench. I thought I was going to die. I know it's stupid, but I really felt it. I was alone and scared. I didn't know what to do.

p.s/ What did I do to deserve all these? All I wanted is a normal life. Sickness, can you please go away. I don't need you in my life that often okay, or even not at all.

2009-02-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings,

I'm here blog about my dearest friend atika. Hahaha. She's feeling so prawny right now, after having the super prawnilicious tom yam. Hahaha. She came over my house to study but right now, she's like sleeping away okay ._. Should I like wake her up, okay, yes I should. I'm a good friend. Will wake her up after typing this post.

I'm doing my history project right now. Which give me headache, I mean real headache k. I think panadol should sponser me. Whatever lah, sinyi.

Oh yah. Should I change my to Cyndi (Cindy)? Because it's so similar to my Chinese name, people keep get confused over it. SHOULD I?!

Tata, ciao.

2009-02-06T13:46:00.001+08:00

SAs with bad mouth will get karma like me.

Had a really bad experience yesterday. Well, let's not talk about it. >:(
Later my bffs are gonna come to my house to bake. Let's pray that it'll all go smoothly.
Atika! Let's bake muffins instead of those awful banana cupcakes with icing (Sugar = Fats). Icing is fattening k, and not tasty at all. It's like wasting your money on these unhealthy and awful stuff. So, let's bake muffins. Easier to handle and so much more tastier than the icing banana cupcakes.

It had been such a long period of time since I last posted a picture of myself. Vola.

& my nephew!

p.s/ Let's pray for the baking session to be a great success. :D

2009-02-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, how's life?

Okay, very random. I'm having animation class now, yet here I am, blogging and ranting away.
Regarding the previous post of mine, it's the fact k. In designing this line, we've to be fake, putting on a fake smile always. That's designer's life. Even my lucturer also said so.

I've been going to school without make up these few weeks. Just too lazy to smack on some to my face. Haha. I'm makeup-less, I feel ugly :( Whatever lah, Sinyi. You're going to school not some fashion parade. __

I'm feeling vulgar recently, vulgarities coming out of my mouth. Ewww, how turn off, I know. But couldn't resist it. Ask me some stupid questions, you'll get this from me __ or fuck off. I need to kick this bad habit of replying vulgarities to people. I need to change.

Okay, ciao, moving on to animation assignment now. Tata. Take care till then.

020209

2009-02-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

Some people live for the fortune.
Some people live just for the fame.
Some people live for the power.
Some people live just to play the game.
Some people think that the physical things.
Define what's within.
And I've been there before.
But that life's a bore.
So full of the superficial.

Another LNY had passed. I feel old. I had passed 19 Lunar New Years. Time really flies, sometimes it's really scary how fast time can pass. All these years, a lot of things happened. Things had changed, people had changed, and even places had changed. I had grown up a lot going through all these things. Experiencing high and low of my life. Different types of people had been in and out of my social circle or even my life. Some, I would never want to see them again for XOXO reasons that even I'm not very sure of.

2007 is the year that I really stepped outside my own princess-fairytale world to see the real side of the 'world'. One thing I find it hard to cope with is, the fakeness between people (and sometimes, what we called 'friends'). I really find it hard to accept the fakeness and all, but I have to, it's the fact. Slowly, I had became one of those fake bitches. Well, I'm only fake to you, if you're to me. Initially, I felt guilty over the fakeness I gave, but gradually, I realised, I should not be feeling that way because the community that I'm in, is treating each other this way. People can be friends with you now, but when they found new clicks they can dump you aside and ignore you. Karma will befall on you. Only then, they'll discover who their true friends were. It's all too late. I'm gald that I have a bunch of bitches that I know would stay by me no matter what, that's what true friends really are. I love you bitches (you should know who you're).

That's all for the long rant or whatever you want to call it. Anyway, I had a Happy LNY and received lots of angbao money :)

Happy Lunar New Year, peeps!

p.s/ Accept it, the fakeness.

2009-01-21T21:32:00.000+08:00

Polaroid camera.

p.s/ I want one of those. I want it man. But I've got no money to get one.

2009-01-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

weareohsoracists.

How dumb am I.
How much am I hated by my classmates.
How, my life.

I actually went to school, thinking that I was late like one mother fucker, when there's no class (tomorrow too).
Wow, sinyi, good job. Class rep, you done a good job too huh, taking those extra marks for being a extremely good class rep. Not even a single call from you to inform me class' cancelled today and tomorrow's morning. What a day.

p.s/ I'm working hard from now onwards, stop influencing me.

2009-01-13T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps.

My blog traffic sucks to the max, whatever k. Nobody cares.

Weeee... First day of school was a tired one.

Azzy and I had promised to work hard for this semester.

Sounds familiar eh? This time we're serious.

I must at least get a distinction this time round. MUST.

No more 'play play' mood.

I'm using my school's new iMac to blog!

The new iMac is love.

I want one too! :D

Show me the money!

p.s/ I'm feeling sleepy.

2009-01-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

A belated,

Happy New Year,

And and Merry Christmas.

What had happened to me? Well, whatever k. I admit that I negelected my blog for weeks, and I'm making it all up from today onwards, because school's next week. Fuck it. Now I think holiday's short. I fell sick for so long. 2008 is a bad year for me man. Sick and everything. Fuggg laaa.

Resolution for 2009:

1. Get richer each second.
2. Better health.
3. Better results.
4. Better relationships with friends, family and etc.
5. Hair to grow faster.
6. Stop sneezing, like now.
7. Good health and luck for people around me.
8. Find a stable part time job for myself.
9. Make a new student ez-link.
10. Learn how to cook the most delicious MEE SOTO, hmmm, heavenly!

Vavavoom! I have bangs, again. Whatever k. Bangs rawksxz \m/
I truly hope the year 2009 will get better.
I had been repeating this sentence every year, but things just screwed every year.

p.s/ I gotta go change my call tone now!!!!

2008-12-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

100th post

Yes, this is the 100th post of ohh-so-random@bs.com.
Let's celebrate with great joys like how we celebrate Christmas, New year and our birthday.
_l_

Hahaha. Pardon me for my nonsense. I'm mad. Fever came back to haunt me on Tuesday again. Whatever lah k, I'm recovering well since then. :)

2008-12-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Blog oh blog!

I'm finally back to my regular blogging and I had stopped being MIA.
If you cannot get me thru on my cellphone, please try my house phone.
If you don't have, (then too bad!) please get it from me next time. Hahaha!

I've been ignoring my cell (that explains those bombastic missed calls and sms), and had been a great fan of the television and forums recently. I'm turning to a real nerd, soon. I need a exciting life to get me started for the coming new year! Yeah, how fast time flies, from a nerdy secondary school girl to a blondie SA to NOW! Wow, next year I'm like 19 years old. Damn it, so old. I'm scared to turn old, scared to have lines on my face. Argh. Stop the clock now!

Oh blog, I really need to get alot of things done man! I need a biker jacket (A.K.A bomber jacket), I need a manicure and pedicure, I need a new bag, I need lashes, I need new contact lenses, I need BB cream, I need a make-up pouch, I need a new curler, I need a new straightener, I need a haircut, I need a new hair colour, I need mattifying powder, I need a new wallet, I need I need new clothings and I need to party!!!!!!! Wah! So much things, means so much money too. Therefore, I need a job! Please introduce to me a part-time job. Please.

Oh, did I mention that I failed 2 of my subjects? I'm really confused about my future now. I really need to think about it.

p.s/ I need to dance, I need to party, I need to drink.

2008-12-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

H . I . A . T . U . S

p.s/ I'll be back in action, for some juiciest actions! ;)

2008-11-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

What happened to my life?

What happened?

Seems like everything bad had to fall on me.
Why?

Maybe it's the almighty karma.

I've been having sleepless nights. My mum too.
Every night, I just can't get those thoughts out of my mind.
Solutions for my incomplete projects and those failed modules.
Although, my mum said it's okay if I can't complete my project work,
but I keep thinking of it every now and then, every minute, every second.

Sighs, it's all my fault.
My karma.

p.s/ I just wish everything's gonna be well ever since. Be it for me, or my family and friends.
God bless.

2008-11-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

Mycoplasma pneumoniae.

Mycoplasma pneumonia is transmitted from person-to-person contact through respiratory secretions during coughing and sneezing. Mycoplasma pneumonia has an incubation period of about 1 to 4 weeks, which means it may take up to four weeks after exposure to get mycoplasma pneumonia. However, over this time period, symptoms may slowly begin to appear. All ages may be affected by mycoplasma pneumonia, however children under the age of 5 years are rarely affected.

Signs and Symptoms of Mycoplasma Pneumonia:

Headache (BINGO!)

Fever (BINGO!!)

Chills (BINGO!!!)

Excessive Sweating (BINGO!!!!)

Dry Cough (BINGO!!!!!)

Chest Pain (Rare)

Sore Throat (BINGO!!!!!!)

Nausea or Vomiting (BINGO!!!!!!!)

Yes, I have this virus (Mycoplasma) inside my body now. Be afraid, be very afraid!
I went to see another doctor at Mt. Elizabeth Hospital (beside lucky plaza).
He's a specialist in Ear, Nose and Throat. Whoa. It's better than NUH okay.
At least now I know why I'm having continuous on and off fever and cough for months.
And of course, the price I'm paying for this 'sickness' is tremendous. (money and others)
I'm deemed to fail my modules, because I had not complete a single project for now.
Including the OKTO one. 3-in-1, so, 3 modules for 1 projects. FAILED.
I'm very stressed now, please do not talk to me in msn now (for strangers).
I'm sorry for those calls and messages I ignored, please understand that I'm sick, I need more rest. All I can say is Sorry.

p.s/ Sorry.

2008-11-04T16:22:00.000+08:00

For no reason, my fever came back to haunt me again.
This time, together with the damn throat.
No, it's not normal sore throat. It's throat inflammation. Serious one.
And, yes, I'm back to the hospital in the fever facility.
Fuck it k. At this rate, I'm not gonna have time to finish my assignments.
It's like impossible.

p.s/ Sometimes, I just feel like bombing every guy in the world. They should just die. DIE.

Tag replies:

2 Nov 08, 03:55

atika: drink a lot of plain water & eat properly! dont forget your medicine too. i love u.
Me: Thank you. I love you too.

2 Nov 08, 03:55

atika: sinyi.

2 Nov 08, 01:21

kailontong: i link u too ready darling
Me: Okay, thank you.

27 Oct 08, 14:26

♥Han Xiang: Dun Gif Up i will support u behind dun sad sinyi u can do it study harder wor btw happy belated birthday wish u can pass ur module all the best
Me: Thank you. I hope so.

27 Oct 08, 11:50

Mira: hey babe, relax okay. every dissapointed will eventually make you feel even stronger. whatever it is, im sure you're going to work real hard for the incoming modules! jia yuh!
Me: Yeah. I really hope so man. Sighs. I'm very stresseddddddddd and sick!

27 Oct 08, 07:43

kIran: i;m back! link me aite
Me: Linked.

26 Oct 08, 15:44

fir: omg why debarred how like this your life?
Me: My life, sucks. HEHEHEHESXZ.

26 Oct 08, 06:37

lp: like how i regretted. anw, sorry for not spending your day with u. im free next week, will you be free for me? anw, cheer up ok! everyone has ups and downs. everything will be over soon.
(L)

26 Oct 08, 06:36

lp: praying doesnt help you in passing your exams. you gotta work hard. it's only when you lost it, you will then treasure it.. try your best to appeal and work hard if u were given a chance. dont regret

Me: Yeah, appealed. I hope will be approved. Sighs, I've been hospitalised. Now, I can't even go school. How to meet you. I'll meet you when I'm feeling better okay babe. Thanks for your concern. Love ya. Take care lots. Don't fall sick like me. :)

2008-10-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

Oh, so sick.

Wondering why I had not blogged for so long?
I had been sick for days already, yes, the fever is back.
Haunting me! Cough still lingers.

It got so bad that I was admitted into the hospital.
41.2 degrees. I think I almost died. Lol.
A&E sucks so badly. I had to wait like more than 1 hour plus for the doctor to come.
What the hell man. And I had to be quarantined in the fever facility for like so many hours.
I can hardly sleep in there. Noises of door closing and stuffs.
Doctor said they had to hydrate me ._.
3 bags of sodium chloride! Wtf.
Sighs.

How am I gonna complete all my projects within a week.
I'm very stressed now. I feel like dying!

p.s/ I don't want to be sick anymore.

2008-10-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'm a sad girl.
Sad birthday. Sad life.

Everything's not right for me.
Yes, something very very bad happened.
I got debarred for one of my module.
I'm so sad right now. I feel like crying.
First year, I had already failed 2 of my modules.
I had to retake. Where am I gonna find money for that.

And, now, I got debarred.
I'm gonna appeal, but I got a strong feeling that they're not going to approve it.
Fuck life. I hate life. I hate myself.
Why am I like this.

I want to hardworking like them.
I want to be a happy girl again.
I want my life to be full of happiness.

Now, my life really sucks.
It's like hell for me.
I'm very stressed out, I might even go insane.
Please god, help me. (if that even helps)
Sighs.

p.s/ My birthday wish is that for me to pass everything for the rest of my academic years. Please. May god bless me.

2008-10-23T10:39:00.000+08:00

How, my life?

I think I'm going to die soon.

Damn cough just won't go away.

And that fever. I hate all these.

Fuck it. _l_

I'm having lesson now, yet, I'm here blogging away.

YEAH, I'm officially eighteen, soon (like 2 days from now).

It's a point in life when you reach the legal age, 18.

What will the number 18 means in life. Tell me.

I'm older now. I have to think in a more matured way.

No, it doesn't mean I'm childish now, but can be improved.

I feel soooooo old. I'm getting one year older each year.

And the pace is like sooooooo fast. (too fast too furious. lol.) Scary.

Maybe I'll die young, maybe not. Will life is unpredictable. Really.

I know it's so stupid to say all these, well, whatever k.

p.s/ I'm so gonna club tomorrow night. Do that slutty dance all over my girls. Yeah babehhhh!

Let's dance like a slut and shake off that damn stress.

2008-10-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

Oh love.

When am I gonna finish all my projects and be a free bird.
Right now, I'm like a bird in the cage with lots of obstacles.
I'm tired. I'm tired of working hard. But I know I have to.
I have to, because I'm less talented than others, I'm lazier than others.

One word, Stressed.

p.s/ Birthday isn't as Happy as I always thought. What is ~~Happy~~ Birthday without the word happy? It's just another normal day, where a sinner is brought to earth.

2008-10-16T09:38:00.000+08:00

Oh - my - godddddddd

I really feel like a old woman. With very poor health and poor memory.
Yes, I'm like sick, again. DUH?! It just keeps coming back luh.
I hate it. I hate the coughs, I hate the fever.
I just feel unwell. And my family and friends around me, are SICK too!
What happened? I think it's a new virus man.
I've been to the doctor's for three times. Damn it.
Money's like wasted. Yeah.

I have tons of work to complete. Especially the god damn OKTO project.
Knn. I hate it.
In case you don't know, OKTO is the new channel by mediacorp that's gonna replace CENTRAL.
It's actually the same as Central, I just don't get it why they must change it to OKTO.
Whatever k. Whoever suggested that they should change to OKTO, should go to hell. YEAH.

Where should Yours Truly go on her birthday?! :D

Zouk?

DBL'O?

St James?

Butterfactory?

p.s/I'm so excited! 8 days to my birthday! YAY!!!

2008-10-08T10:37:00.000+08:00

I'm not working hard enough. I'm not.
I got a strong feeling I have to repeat my year.
How?

My enemy confronted me today.
The pain that she brought to me.
How horrible that pain can it get. Tell me.
I hate 'her'. It's menses.

Please stop all the global warming shits.
Stop polluting earth or we'll just DIE.

p.s/ 17 more days to yours truly birthday. Remember your prezzies! ;p

Tag replies:

2 Oct 08, 11:26
lp: my bday is 2 months away! ha ha,
Me>lp: IDIOT! MOS CLOSED DOWN ALREADY HOW >:(

30 Sep 08, 00:38
jas: boys will hope tht girls will nv use e tanima guard thg. hahas.
Me>jas: Lol. But girls die die also want to wear. By the way who're you?

29 Sep 08, 21:57
fir: oi sinyi why i call you always wont answer ah! why!!!!!!!
Me>fir: Cause I set my phone on silent? And I don't give a damn about my phone when I'm at home. LOL!

29 Sep 08, 18:12
NICOLE: (:
29 Sep 08, 18:12
NICOLE: anw..happy early birthday
29 Sep 08, 18:12
NICOLE: hiie..tagged ya
Me>NICOLE: Thanks.

26 Sep 08, 23:03
Mira: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. nvr ask me out. i hate you! hmph.
Me>Mira: You're such a hardworking girl, how can I bear to disturb you when you're studying hard! See... I'm a GOOD friend! HEHEHESXZ ;)

26 Sep 08, 04:22
lp: eeeeeeeee. then waht about me. so sad. you forgotten about our happy times in club! haha.
Me>lp: LOLLLL! Okay lah you're the best okiiesxz. Lurrbe euu deepp deepp w0rhsxz. LOL!

2008-10-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

I had been wasting too much time.

5 more weeks to Final Assessment,

& I'm still wasting my time doing some 'bo-liao' stuff over here.

I need to buck up, please.

18 DAYS TO YOURS TULY BIRTHDAY!

I'm like forever excited about this man.

Yes, ~~MOS~~, I'm coming!

My birthday celebration:

~~MOS~~ on 24th Octocber, Friday.*

See ya there :)

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEsxz.

*edited}
KNNBCCBFUCKER. MOS closed down?! Yours truly now is super 'du-lan' (although I don't have one) because mos is down. Yes. Down. They didn't even wait for me. KNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN x 3r823756873863245845 times.

p.s/ I'm coughing like a old woman with TB. Imma sick auntie man. __

2008-09-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

1 more month!

1 more month to what? MY BIRTHDAY!
HEHEHESXZ. I always get so excited when I talk about this.
Can't wait for the day to come!!!!!!! :D

Yesterday, went out with Atika and Liping.
It's been long time since I met both of them. (ESP. LP)
So yeah, had fun. Laughing hard.
Liping took a lot of pictures. Like everywhere can?

And guess what...
I'm SICK AGAIN. (KNN)
Why why why.
F*cking fever and cough just won't go away.
AND MY THROAT. Forever so dry! >:(

I hate being sick for so long. Too long. :(

I had to show you guys this image, that I came across when I was window shopping online.
It's so funny!!!!! HAHAHAHA.

"No more showing of breast by mistake!"

Oh -- my -- god, that's so funny. HAHAHAHASXZ.
Tell me, which girl would want to show people her breast. (except for porn stars)
LOL. What the hell, I think the image source is from China luh.
That explains the sentence structure and the words used.

p.s/ Lp, I'll send you the pictures later okay! Good luck for the first day of work!

24th September 2008

2008-09-24T12:55:00.000+08:00

Do I love myself?
Yes, I do. I love myself. I love my face, I love my hair, I love my nose.

Do I love my life now?
Yes, I love my life now. I love to go school everyday (late).

Do I love my everything?
Yes! I love my everything.

2008-09-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

(Will) love get better in time?

I didn't went for my lesson today.
Reason is, I didn't do my homework.
Hehehehehesxz.

I just realised that my brain hadn't been resting for 4239574368573 years.
Even if I'm sleeping, I'm dreaming.
Everyday, I'll dream.
When can my brain take a rest?
Is it when I die?

p.s./ I can't wait for my birthday.

CLUB CLUB CLUB.
MOS MOS MOS.
ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK.
:D :D :D

2008-09-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

K C I S

I spent my one week holiday (Tutorial week) at home. Whole week, at home.
No life? Nope, I just want to spend time with myself.
And I was literally sick for past three weeks, including my "holidays".
What a 'well-spent' holiday. Sickly.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
My pay is gonna be ready on Friday! HEHEHESXZ!
I'm a happy bird now. Chipping away! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

p.s/ I can't wait for PAY DAY!

2008-09-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

BOREDOM.

Oh - My - God.
I'm super duper bored okay.
I stayed at home these few days ever since Thursday, after my assessment.
Yes, I know I have no life. Hehehehe ;)
But, I'm better than those people who hang out outside/inside Cineleisure.
I really don't understand what's the purpose of doing that.
It's damn stupid. Stupid!
Stand there, smoke, stare at people, judging when they themselves are even worse than retards.
Yes, YOU, those people who hang out outside Cine, are retards.
They have NO life. TOTALLY NO LIFE.
Please get a life. ~~Thanks.~~
(Hmmm, no, I don't need to say thanks to those people. I take back my word.)
I'm glad that I'm not like them. :)

I had just received my cellphone bill.
To my horror, (OHMYGOD) it's $70+ the last month!

WOW! Since when I spent so much on outgoing calls man.
Shit, I gotta start reducing. >:(

And, I started knitting on Sunday!!!!!!!
I'm knitting headband now, I'm no where near finishing it.
Yeah, so, I'm going to knit my headband now! ^^

2008-09-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna smile, because I deserve to.

Oh gosh! My eye shadow just rawkkkkkkksxzzzzzz!
Hahahahahaha! I know I type like a twit. Whatever k.
I just feel like using the word 'rawk' instead of 'rock',
because....
It just simply rawkkkkkkkkkkksxz.
Wahahahaha.
Okay luh, the word rawk is more...
How to say, hmmm, more expressive?
I think so.
Anyway, I just feel like the word 'rawk',
is so right to describe the feeling.
Rubbish.

I'm mad about this song these few days.

Leona Lewis voice is super hawtttttttttt!

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

DEAR ALL,
I've just put up a new poll on the side bar!
Please participate okay!

P O L L N O W !

p.s/ Character design is killin' me.

2008-09-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Save the world!

Recycle.

Oh my god, what's happening to me?
I'm so obsessed with my eyebrows, that they're becoming thinner and thinner everyday.
Yet, I'm loving it.
And I'm looking at people's eyebrow (esp. girls) every now and then!
Godness, I think I'm too vain.
Or is it, my hands, are too itchy? :p

2008-09-08T16:47:00.000+08:00

Sleep. Project. Projects. Meal. Project. Projects.

PROJECTSXZ

Forever and ever.

2008-09-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

Sick. Sick. Sick.

I'm a sick girl. I'm so sick.
So sick of love songs.
LOL, RANDOM.

I'm feeling damn unwell now.
This had been going on for like two weeks already.
Every part of my body is aching.
To my horror, I found out that I'm having my menses this morning!
There's nothing that can make things more worse than menses.
Yes, sick + menses = body aches + stomach cramps

Today, I'm supposed to go to the dental at polyclinic for my dental appointment which I booked like a month ago?
Yes, I went, and, when I was registering at the counter, the 'nurse' said,
"Aiyah, you below eighteen ah? Need parental consent."

WHAT THE HELL?!

Why the lady whom I spoke on the phone did not tell me anything about this.
I'm so pissed.
I felt like a retard wasting my time going there and get this type of answer.
Argh! And of course, my mum didn't went with me, so I had no choice to postpone my appointment to next Friday.

PISSED OFF, SICK, CRAMPS AND PILING PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!

>:(

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Ciao!

p.s/I feel like I'm going to die soon. Save me.

And yes, I'm gonna 'show off' my DSLR below. Please bear with me. WAHAHAHA!

2008-09-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

2012, End of the world?

I don't want the world to end so soon. I don't want.
I haven't complete tons of ridiculous goals in my life.
I haven't had my own family.
I haven't had my own apartment, my own car...

In fact, I'm scared.
I'm scared of dying.
The suffering, the great pain.
I'm afraid of death.
Yes, I'm very afraid.

2012...
That's like less than four years from now.
I don't want the world to end.
I don't want....

Click here to read about the article regarding what 'The End of World'

Now you know why I said so.
Yes, you might think I'm stupid to believe all that.
But, how can I don't believe that?
The ice bergs are melting, number natural disasters increasing.
And, there are so many disease outbreaks nowadays.
And some are even unknown diseases.
It's so scary, what earth has become.

Global warming.
Humans,
Wake up, our earth is dying!
That means, we're gonna die too.
Stop all cutting the trees,
and start recycling man.
Say no to plastic bags.
Say yes to recycle bags.
No more disposable cutlery; containers.
Save the earth, save ourselves.

p.s/ I'm like forever sick. Okay, random.

2008-09-01T21:41:00.001+08:00

Party people leaaaaa!

(edited)

Sunday was super fun day.
Went to take photos for my photograhy lesson with Atika and Mira.
But ended up taking crazy pictures. LOLLLLLLLLLSXZ.
Took a lot a lot of pictures.
Will not post them up.
(Cause they're in raw format, and I'm lazy to convert.)
Mira brought us to one secret place 'near' Vivocity.
I swear the place is damn nice.
So suitable for chilling...
Without the irritating kids we met there.

I know kids are cute, but can be irritating at times too.
I almost lost my temper on them.
They made us leave the nice place.
>:(

And guess what, I actually went underage party on Sunday.
LOLSXZSXZSXZ.
Shit, this is gonna be my last underage party ever.
And....
I actually went with my crazy bitch, Atika and her friends ^^v
Like W O W!
Finally get to party with her.
She's like the best clubbing partner, ever.
It was crazy inside, packed like sardines.
But we had fun, danced like sluts.
(Okay, I know it's not the appropriate word to describe -.-)
It's so funny when this (quite cute) guy actually believed Atika was a Brazilian.
LOL. We both laughed while we danced.
He's too gullible or what, he actually believed what Atika said. LOL.
I cannot stop laughing when he went on to tell his friends, "Eh, she said she's from brazil leh."
Seriously, LOLLLLLLLSXZ. I swear it's damn funny.

I really don't understand why guys have to dance so near to girls.
Come'on, we need space to dance man.
And they still have to cheek to put their hands on the girls' waist when they didn't even asked, if wanted to dance with them. Yeah. That's the problem with guys.
And when they're rejected, they will still continue to grind.
Please, if you're good looking, I don't mind, but if you have a disgusting face, then please fuck off.
Yes, I mean you (not the guy who believed atika), that short disgusting guy who have a disgusting face.
I don't care if you're reading this or not, but I just wanna tell you, you really have a VERY disgusting face, especially when you grind.
I feel like punching your face okay.
Shameless guy, I don't know if he can tell we don't want to dance with him, and his friends.
But he's just there, all the time. Just go to hell.
People like you shouldn't club.

Overall we enjoyed, and get our legs worn out.
And my ear, deaf. Till now, I still can hear the 'yeeeeeeeeeeee' sound.
It's so irritating.
Oh my god, please, I don't want this to be permanent! :(

And Wen Ting, you look hot when you dance okay.
Not ugly at all please. So, stop whining and go club more oftenly :p
Bad influence.

p.s/ Why am I still here, blogging away, when I have tons of assessments to complete. I'm in deep shit.

2008-08-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Happiness? Guilt?

Yes. I'm feeling damn (x1000) guilty as I blog.
The reason why, I'm feeling so guilty is that, I bought a DSLR today.
I had been thinking whether to buy one or not.
Because I'm not born a sliver spoon in mouth.
And I had already spent a lot of my mum's money.
"You know how long I need to save this amount?", she said.
Sighs. I'm so stressed and guilty now.
I just feel like crying my lungs out.

I should be feeling happy, because I got what I wanted all along.
But I just can't. I really can't.
A thought just flash through my mind.
"How I wished I never bought this camera. How I wish..."

I regretted.

p.s/ That fucking company of mine, just won't give me my pay, soon.

2008-08-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

Stress. Stressing. Stressed.

Tons of projects piling up.
Weeks after weeks.
Absence after absence.

I got like 7 damn projects to pass up on the first week of September.
Marvellous eh? >:(
What a great start for my September 2008.

Life nowadays is meaningless.
It's much more like a cycle.
I do whatever I have to do and turn in for the day.
Not really enjoying what I'm going through now.
Holidays = Boring, chill only.
School = Boring, STRESSED OUT!

&WHEN CAN I GET MY PAY?!
I'm like super duper broke now.
This is like the 7945p947835 time I'm repeating this sentence.
I need money urgently.
DSLR, I need you.
&Please, you, who's reading this post,
Please help the poor Sinyi to click on the Nuffnang advertisement on the right side bar,
And below this post.
A million thanks. Cheers.

Argh, I'm like forever whining about all these shit.
Sinyi, stop, Sinyi!

I'm so addicted to Sims 2 on psp right now.
Cannot stop playing!
That explain my piling undone projects.

p.s/ I'm feeling so, empty nowadays. As though something, or some part of me is missing.

2008-08-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

WHY AM I SO BROKE?! _|_

Shit, I'm so vulgar nowadays. Which I shouldn't.
Because... I'm a girl!

Fuck, I'm damn fucking broke now okay.
I have no life.
Staying at home all the time.
Face my 14" laptop's monitor all the time.
I HAVE NO LIFE.

p.s/ I need to get a life. Yes, please.

2008-08-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

I went school today, without Azzy.

I just realised I have no friends in class except for her.

I feel lousy. I feel left out. I feel so... ARGH!

Unbelieveable! I actually had lunch alone.

& The feeling really sucks okay.

I felt like a loser.

Damn it.

As I said, people come and go in your life.
But I still cannot forgive and forget.
I have no idea why I'm typing all these words out,
I just got a feeling to do this. Random.

Yeah, I'm lonely. To the max.

I felt as though I the only person in the world,

& Nobody actually cares about me.

Nobody gives a fuck about me.

Nobody actually needs me.

Yes, I'm really feeling that way.

Don't ask why, I also have no idea.

I'm really feeling very down now. Very.

Dear friends, if you can't get through my cellphone,

Maybe... Something happened to me.

Argh, whatever.

Nobody cares anyway.

p.s/Am blogging in school. Random.

2008-08-13T10:25:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Atika!

Yes, this post is dedicated to my dearest girlf, Nur Atika. (LOL)
She's eighteen, like finally. I'm worse though.
Eighteen already huh, can go clubbing legally, can drink legally, can buy ciggrettes legally.

Atika Atika...
Can you dress like your age?
You know what I mean right, your fashion sense is like... -.-!

Anyway, I know this bitch for like 6 years already, and it's still counting.
Can't believe it, I contributed like 6 years of my life to her!!!
WOW, amazing isn't it?!!
We shared happy times together, sad times together and crazy times together.
We laughed together, cry together, and go crazy together.
LOL.

Okay Atika, I love you.
I believe we'll be BFF, I know it's mushy and typical, but, it's from the bottom of my heart okay.
HEHEHESXZ. iie lubb euu deep deep w0rhsxz. =))

And I'll pass you your present when I get my pay okay.
Sorry, I'm really damn broke now. Owe you a treat yeah? ^^

& Lastly.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;p

p.s/ I cannot wait to be eighteen >:(

2008-08-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling happy.
I'm not feeling sad.
I'm not feeling angry.
I'm not feeling peaceful.
I'm not feeling good.
And I'm not feeling that bad.

I just feel that, that something is missing.
Which I don't know what's that something.

Perhaps it's the something.
Or maybe it's the somethings.

Maybe I'm feeling too sensitive.
Maybe...

2008-08-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

Mood Swings. PMS. Fustrated.

I feel so terrible.
This is the first time I'm affected so much by PMS.
I'm having terrible mood swings. Just too much.
And not forgetting the cramps.

Work. Sales. Money.

Question is, when the fuck can I get my damn pay.
I need the money. Urgently.
Fuck.

p.s/ Pardon me for all the vulgarities. But I'm just too fustrated. >:(

2008-08-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

BALLS. I skipped school again.
I can just fuck myself upside down.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I shall not skip any lessons.
If not I'll just kill myself.

Okay bye.

2008-08-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

I feel bad.
I feel guilty.
I feel uneasy.
Sigh.

I did a lot of bad things for the past days. Shit.
I promised myself a good attendance, but, I skipped like 5 lessons last week (3 days).
Yes, I'm bad, but I just don't know why.
Sorry to myself. Argh.

I guess I'm going crazy soon.
Paranoid, fears, and sleepless nights.
Thoughts running through my mind every now and then, and it's one of the reason which refrains me from my sweet dreamland every night.
I guess that's me, forever thinking that much. Forever.

I just came across this article.
It's such a cruel thing to do to your love(d) ones.
How can a person just behead another who is so close to you, and whom you love so much.
I guess that's something you'll do out of jealousy, out of anger.
Sometimes, when you don't manage anger and jealousy properly, things can go wrong, very wrong.
Love turns to hatred; rage.

Love, uh huh.
What exactly is that. I don't know.
And I don't even care.
I had been on the shelf for year(s).
Yeah, but do I care? (Okay -.- Sometimes I do.)
Single is good.
Go anywhere, with anybody, without restrictions.

I'm so addicted to this song. (Okay! RANDOM!)

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No~

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end
No~

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby.

p.s/Balls! I need to wake up early for the next two days. Sucks >:(

2008-07-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

No, I'm not attached!

Don't make wild guesses yeah! ^^
I'm still single-licious beybeh!

p.s/ I don't know what to say, I had been skipping class very much these two days. Fuck it.

2008-07-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hi all, it had been some time since I blogged :(
The reason is behind this is... I'm too busy. Hahaha!
(Okay, I have to admit it's partially because I'm lazy ;p )
Ever since school started, I began to feel the tension and I'm actually quite stressed out now.
Major projects coming in. And I really don't know how to cope with it.
I promise myself not to skip any lessons without any valid reasons.
I hope I'll keep this promise :)
It's like only the second week of school and I'm stressed out already.
How am I gonna survive the whole of this semester, not forgetting the second semester! >:(

Looking back, I've been so dumb and stupid when it comes to the relationship part.
Yeah, I mean it.
Giving my whole 100% into the relationship, doesn't get me anywhere.
Just countless times of heartbreaks and zillions of tears.
Putting 'him' as the piority of my life,
and get myself hurt in the end :)
How dumb.
I guess that's the old me.
I don't know since when, my heart had turn into a stone.
And now everything to me, it's just a game.
Just play along, abiding the rules, and win the game.
As simple as that :)

Well, this period of time (Well, I don't know when to when also-.-!), so many things happened, and finnaly saw the true colours of some people. Life's like this.
People come and go and they do change.
From the Mr./Ms. Nice to Mr./Ms Whatever.
They can be so close to you, but gradually they'll find new friends and just drift a p a r t from us.
They care for you so much, but gradually changed to the 'cannot be bothered' type.
They can be so nice to you, but gradually they'll just disappear from our lives.

This is life.

p.s/ This post is not for anybody nor refering to anyone. It's just another random post.

2008-07-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hello migraine.

Do you know you suck big time?
Making me nauseous and sick,
when it's time to work.
You almost make me faint,
when I was on my way to work.
Please do not visit me again,
never ever.
Even though, you miss me very much,
just like how I miss school.
Make yourself disappear in my life,
just like magic, VABOOM!
Thanks! :)

2 days of work already taken almost half of my life,
how about 6 days of work, like non-stop?
Total craziness, so is my commission :)

p.s/I don't want the world to end so soon.

2008-07-08T15:54:00.001+08:00

KARMA

Karma is everywhere.
Happening now, and then.
Karma is something twice as bad as what bad thing you did to others.
Karma is retribution.
What you get goes around, comes around. (double)
Karma oh karma.

2008-07-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

F*ck. I'm f*cking pissed off.

F*CKING 4 MODULES TO REGISTER ONLY?! AND I FAILED MY ANIMATION WHEN I GOT A GRADE D?! KNN. F*CK.

Things get vulgar at the sight of this.

>:(

2008-07-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

Aloha!!!!! :D

I'm back from all the laziness and 'nothingness' in my life.
Pardon me for all the bad English, AKA Singlish.
What have I been doing these days? What a question.
Because, I haven't been doing anything these days except for some viwawa-ing and TV! :p
Just checked my e-mail and received a mail from nuffnang that....
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(Click on the large to enlarge/view)

p.s/ Blurring the following information is necessary:
1. My favourites sites - To protect my privacy :p
2. My contacts on the side - To protect my contacts' privacy.
3. Advertisements - I'm not paid to advertise for the advertisers on my blog. There's no free lunch on earth. (well, if you get what I mean, not really LUNCH)
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Yes, I received my first nuffnang advertisement campaign (other than the Global CPC ads) in my life. :)

Okay, let's talk about friendster users today.

The thing I cannot stand about some friendster users is that, they think everybody's DYING to view their profiles and it's a responsibility to write a comment for them if we view them. Why why why?!?! It's totally absurd to me. Maybe you, whose reading this is one of those people.

People write IRRITATING comments like,

"Hey, thanks for viewing."

What?! Cannot view you is it. No need to thank me for that. Or is it some people just want to seek some attention from me and gain some views.

"Hey, thanks for adding"

WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN ADD THEM. And the fact that, they're the one who added me. This is one of my most hated comments.

"Wah, view and run ah?"

Like what the heck, is it a responsibility to write a comment for every one's profile I viewed? I don't think so. Is it a crime to view someone's profile?! Too despo for comments? Then write some comments yourself. Oh! Or maybe you can go download some auto commenting program to make your pathetic life more easy. ;)

"Hello, intro wanted." or "Hey, intro please."

HELLO?! Didn't you read my profile before you add me or comment me? It's not very nice when I had written my introduction in my profile. And it's a long and 'informatic' one okay?! Read before you act please.

Seriously all these shit is super annoying. I swear man. Please use your brain first before you write all these stupid stuff. Oh my god, it's just unbearable.

Some people who do not agree with what I mention above, would just ask me to stop using friendster then. Well, if I can, I will. I once deleted my friendster account years ago, because there are too many to handle, and created my friendster account back last year only.
And, only some people (irritating) people will comment stupid stuff, not ALL.
If you don't agree what I had written above, most probably you one of "those people", so, you have no rights to stop me from using friendster. :)

That's it for today. Oh yah. Maybe wouldn't have time to update from 7 July to 13 July, as I'm working for roadshow the whole week. Continuously for seven days can! Awww, gonna be tired like f*ck >:(
Tata. Take care all.

p.s/ Please do support me by clicking on the nuffnang advertisement on the right side bar now! &not forgetting participating in the poll that I just put up! ^^v
Thanks all ♥

2008-07-02T08:58:00.000+08:00

Life is so fragile.

I suddenly feel that life is so fragile, people can just pass away anytime. Anytime, anywhere.
May it be sickness, accidents, murders, or even suicides.

How can anybody just kill another human being? I really don't understand.
We're the same, human. What's the purpose of killing one another.
I see no purpose in it. It'll just get you behind the bars.
NO, it's the almighty death sentence.
I think all rapers and child molesters should be given death sentence.
This is a crime that I cannot tolerate. As well as murder.

God bless you. God bless us :)

p.s/ Will post up pictures of my laptop skin the next time :p
& Please help me click on the advertisement below, and on the right sidebar. Thanks alot ^^v

2008-06-30T23:50:00.001+08:00

Aloha! :D
I'm back to blogging after two days of laziness :p
Went to City Hall today to fix my digital camera.
The lenses got stucked the second time already. Don't know what's the problem.
Maybe it's my problem, not placing it at the right place and ended my camera's lens got stucked! >:(
Played with the DSLR on display while waiting for my turn.
It's like WOW. I love it.
I can't believe for a noob like me, can take such nice photos! :D
I promise myself, I'm gonna get one, before I die. LOL!
When I got the money luh, I'm like so financially unstable now.
Can't even afford expenses for myself, how can I afford to get a DSLR.
Sinyi, buck up please. And earn big bucks.
Do something good in yourself, don't let your parents down, not forgetting yourself too! WEEEEEE! ^^v

Oh yah, back to the topic. After sending my digital camera for repair, went down to Sim Lim Square to get my laptop a screen protector and a laptop skin.
Will post up pictures of my beautiful laptop skin tomorrow! HAHAHA!
Was rather pissed when I return to the "booth" to collect my laptop, as the skin was rather screwed at the sides and near the webcam area. I'll take pictures of it tomorrow :)
And I have to pay for service charge of $5 okay!
$5 for that kind of workmanship is rather not worth the money! >:(

Then went home :D

Okay, that's it for now. Tata!

2008-06-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hi readers! I'm lazing at home these few days, almost the whole week.
Went out on Thursday, which was yesterday.
Had fun :D So much laughters and stuff.
Laughing at silly things. Laughing at people (okay -.- I know it's mean).
Laughing at things that could possibly make us laugh! HAHAHA!
The 'Siao Cha Bors' (Crazy Women)! ;)

And the sad thing is that Essential didn't call me this week man! Fuck.
I think it's because of last week's incident.
Sighs, how can they treat me in this manner >:(
No deployment = No income = No money
SOB SOB SOB.

p.s/ Okay, I know the picture below is ugly. BIG EYE BAGS, SMALL EYES! :(

2008-06-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

Go Girl by Pitbull

(What would the music be without sounds)
[Pitbull:]
Young Boss, Miss Trina, Pitbull
Let's show them how we keep down

I party like a rockstar
Look like a movie star
Play like an all star
Fuck like a pornstar
Baby I'm a superstar
Always posted at the bar
Always with couple boss
Maybe I'm just that that raw
Dawg check your resume
I hit something everyday
Ask about me n' dey say
That chico run MIA
Pitbull and young boss
That`s fire
Go girl work it out
`til u tire
Just tryin` to pay your tuition
Liar
My corner is like HBO's wire
So please don't play no games
And baby don't say no names
And we can do this one more again
Next time you can bring your friends

So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
do this every weekend

[pre-hook:]
we can hit your place
we can hit my place
she`s on my top 8
I bagged her off of myspace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u whats that dance
U say that`s the hustle man

[Young Boss:]
Girl I wanna know your name
Girl who u be?
Don`t care with who you came
As long as u leave wit' me
What`s you sippin` on?
I buy you a drink
Get u one of them shiny things
Yer Girl pick pink
I see those Jimmy Choos

Those Vera Wangs
I luv the way u work
Girl do your thing
u see my stunna shades
I`m like a star
My click is full of ballas
We at the bar

So go get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
do this every weekend

[Pre hook:]
we can hit your place
we can hit my place
she`s on my top 8
I bagged her off of myspace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what`s that dance
U say that`s the hustle man

[Trina:]
Diamond princess
I make them bus quick
Man I back it up
Like a Mack Truck
(heavy breathing)
Don`t talk about it boy
Be about it boy
I got them girls boy
Turn out your girls boy
I'm talking freak nig
I`m like a freaky shit
Coz you're my freak

So get your friends
And I get my friends
And we can be friends
do this every weekend

[pre-hook:]
we can hit your place
we can hit my place
she`s on my top 8
I bagged her off of myspace

[Chorus:]
Go girl [x8]
Shake them dice and roll them [x2]
When they ask u what`s that dance

2008-06-25T13:48:00.001+08:00

Today, it's the 25th of June already.
5 more days, and it's July.
From the day of vacation until now, I felt that I have not spend my time wisely.
Slacking at home, going out, waste my money. Whatever it is.
I feel that I'm such a failure now >:(
It's only at the 1st week of June, I then started working.
And I thought I can tolerate the pay delay, but I'm starting to break down now.
Only less than 10 dollars is left in my wallet now,
& less than 40 bucks is left in my bank account!
How can I survive thru the ordeal? I wonder.
I'm damn broke.
And I still owe my mum more than 200 bucks.
Every time when I count how much pay I'll getting, I'll be smiling like a child, no worries, nothing, only happiness.
But... when the thought of the 200 bucks I owe my mum came into my mind, my mood immediately soured.
Sighs, how long more do I have to wait before I can get my pay!? Well, sad to say that the answer is, three more months :(

p.s/I'm going insane. Somebody save me.